"The Fourth Wall"

by Elizabeth Galik 19. August 2009 14:50
We have much to celebrate today, and one square of bubbling plaster puts a damper on it all. 

A group of youth from the West Humboldt Park community interned with us for the summer, and today they completed their final project: a mural.  Decorating the entryway, this vibrant mural, designed by a 19-year-old, showcases the Chicago skyline and Lake Michigan.  In a high school student's careful lettering, the sky above the lake reads "New Life - Nueva Vida."  In our generation-old building, the new mural shouts testament to what the "disadvantaged" youth of this community can create and complete.  Their creativity and tenacity have been outstanding.

And yet, there is the fourth wall.  This mural spans three walls of our entry, with design ready and waiting for the fourth.  There, the problems mount.  The three-story-high gutter over this wall is mispointed, washing water down the bricks.  The interns' many attempts at interior plaster repair were worthless with the moisture outside that wall.  The need is for a gutter professional, and there is nothing the interns nor I can do but make calls, budget funds, make more calls...and wait.  Major gutter repair is not something that happens overnight--nor in time for the interns' limited summer employment.

This entryway, for me, is a picture of what urban ministry often looks like.  We do all the tutoring we can...but the child's grades nosedive from her inattention in school.  We do all the violence prevention we can...and still the gang members camp out on our children's front steps.  We do all the job training we can...and the youth drop out three days into the job.  What we do with the three walls we can control pales in comparison to the mess of chaos on the fourth.

So what do we do?  We choose to paint.  We pick up our paintbrush and paint the biggest, brightest, most beautiful mural we can on the three walls we have.  Then we make calls to experts, wait, and pray for the help we need to finish the fourth wall.  But we don't give up on our three little walls.  We know the fourth wall will come with time and prayer, and when it does, we'll be ready, paintbrushes in hand. 

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